Its a sunday night, typically the time when normally i'd be lying within a frantic effort to conclude all the homework necessary before the beginning of the week. However due to my recent decision for the future, I only am currently enrolled in 3 classes that barely require any kind of preparation/thought leaving me homeworkless.
This in part, leads us back to the title of "What am I doing?" I lie in a state needing desperate advice for my future, not only academically but in other deeper secret ways that shall never be mentioned on LJ in its ambiguous nature. However, the normal advisors that I would normally look to for this kind of advice are obviously of no help due to a lack of expertise/emotional ties into the situation.
So I sit here on my couch in my living room not doing hw, not watching tv, not even playing video games contemplating every probable possibility for me which in turn will of course lead to decisions that will soon have to be made.
So from this small composition I have come to the conclusion that I am....thinking.Current Mood:  weird
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